overjoyed by an infinity experienced in three cleansing breaths

they asked the dalai lamawhat he does when he doesn’thave enough time in a dayto meditatehe responded“i meditate twice”it’s that sortagive moreget morelogic thatso many overexcitedmen want to sharewith the rest of usquoting misrememberedrecently read quotesfrom the stoicschange your mindmake your bed*usually* living livesthat we wouldn’twant to trade keys for*usually* decent signsgateway premonitionsof nice guy incel men’s rights activiststhat a soft openby way of quick referenceto “this *one* interestingjoe rogan podcast episode”with some neoliberal herolike malcolm gladwellor perhaps a keen attemptat inducing a secondhand stateof petulant vulnerabilitywith the inclusion of bill nyea reminder that everyonehad a science teacherat some pointwith a drinking problemthat would wheel outthe audio video TV cartTV strapped on so hardit squeezed itselfonto the lined rubber surfaceprovoked a sense ofdispleasured bondageproof positive of a school administrationthat did not clearly value enoughThe Science Guyorweeknight bingesby the teachersmost likelyto be aware of thebiphasic effects ofalcoholi wonder if the dalai lamawere to be reincarnatedas a highland park browould he obsess himselfin the for-good-reasonincredibly mediocrelast existing copy ofsome “totally fire”lap steel album“that still slaps”**or** in dead stock denimback pockets a perfect holsterfor an unopened copyof the catcher in the rye**or** in learning aboutnative plants and flowersto spring and allon an unsuspectingfrogtown local woman[an amateur botanist]on a hike he mentionedto her in a copy and paste one lineron hinge ormaybe tinderhe can’t remember**or**like some belligerentportlandia characterso lacking in critical self-awarenesshe wouldn’t have been able togaze into the belly proppedoily smudged laptop mirrorof fred armison playing a characterso spot on in lampooning everycishet white dude east of the 5because**he** was boycotting IFCbecause they charged him foran annual membershipthat he forgot would auto renewcausing an overdraft**or**as a group do we thinkhe’d be happy to keep it inhis Kindle appon his foxconn produced iphoneserving as some perfect reminderthe enemy of your enemy is still your **friend**and the exploitee of your enemy is **friendly fire**and anyways fuck the handseven of sweat shop handswho have not even recentlyjoined palms facing up to the skyand past the sky like some malibustay at home daughter instructingthe 4 people watching her Liveon instagram to dothey can’t meditateit is hard to take three cleansing breathswhen there is a boot on your throat

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